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Atlas plate · Washington, July 1861

If I Do Not Return

A letter home from camp, written as if it might outlive him.

From one shore toward the other. A path of relation, not a lineage.

From

Camp Clark, Washington

Between

the army’s next movement, First Bull Run a week away

Toward

Smithfield

Placement is approximate where the record is not a surveyor.

From
Camp Clark, Washington
Toward
Smithfield, Rhode Island
Between
the early road of a civil war
Distance
about 550 km between a camp and a marriage
Obstacle
the army’s next movement, First Bull Run a week away
Beloved
Sarah Ballou
Time apart
the weeks of camp, then the forever the letter feared
Message delay
paper home, if the paper is even his first hand
Boundary crossed
civilian life for a major’s commission
What stands between them
a war that was not beautiful, and a famous text that may have been polished later

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